Friday, December 24, 2010

These hurts D:


l I miss this moment ,and alot ,i don't want to let this go, ilya l

Ilyaa ,i don't want our friendship to just let loose macamtu je .I still need you and sabrinaaa . I love guys freakin hell much and you know that kan? Please laah ,i know you guys nak masuk sekolah menengah and all that . And for sure jugak ,you guys would absolutely find new friends and our friendship takkan rapat macam dulu dah ,oh man . Kalau kau nak cari kawan baru pun takkan sampai lupakan aku? Well ,you can still see&meet sabrina everyday at school tapi aku ,hmm .You guys are like the first bestfriends yang i really really trust and can always count on you guys ,that's for sure . Aku tak ready lagi nak lepaskan semuanyaa ilyaa . 

Don't worry laah ilya  ,she's still the same ,she just need some space . Her life is upside-down rite now ,maybe she's just too freakin frustrated nak call anyone and that's why she called me instead . We don't know what she thinks kan ,tapi pleasee ilyaa . Please jangan fikir bukan-bukan .For the last time ,outing kali ni ,please ikut ilya ? I'm begging you .Aku nak jumpaa kau ilyaaa sangat-sangat ,no joke .Aku rinduu kau . Sejak kau balik haritu ,rumah dah jadi sunyi balik ,aku pun rase sunyii. Lagipun ,kau pun tahu kan kita dah kawan lama? Takkan kau takde perasaan apa-apa pun ,aku tahu kau pun tak sanggup nak buat camni .Tapi ,letting this friendship go ,is like you tearing a big part of me too . Tolonglaa jangan buat camni ilyaa ,i wanna us be friends forever . Ecehh ,cam budak kecik pulak ,tapi i'm talking the truth . But if that's your decision ,i can't do anything but to just let you go .

( eventhough i don't want too :\ )

YOU TAKE WHAT YOU CAN GET AND DIE WITH IT.